mama you are my everything.

hye everybody, everyone has a mother, we called them as mama, mummy, ibu, ummi, and much , more, we have to love them no matter what kind of person she is. she has delivered us to this wonderful world, she also the one that feed us with her two hands, she breastfeed us for two years approximately average, then she taught us a lot of thing, eventhough she sad or not in the good mood, busy or tired, she still making a funny face to us, she always smiles, she always looks happy just to make sure we dont know how she feels. here are a little story about my mother, i was born in september 15th 1987, before that she delivered my three sisters, i dont remember much, but how she told me, delivering me is the most painful than my sisters, i was prematured born, i was born when i just 6 and a half month, my mother told me she need to pee, suddenly, she feel a realy hard contraction , and my heads pop up, in my house toilet, haha, its funny though, then my father rush her to the nearest hospital, at that years the nearest hospital from my house is, hkl, where my sisiters and her husband used to work there now, for 6 hours only my head are comeout, doctor make a decision to pull me out by thongs, because if they hold me to long at there, my mother can die cause of loose bloods, so they pull me out and i still have the scar of thong till now, i have to be in the incubator for two weeks, my mother has been put in a wards because she has lost a lot of bloods, so we are not seen each other for a weeks, i was born in weight of 978gram, not even a kilo, i dont how my weight now i 82 kg, enough of that, my father work cant supports my whole family, so my mother has opened the banana fritters stall, when i just 6 months, she still there until now, even i asked her not to do so, because i get a scholarship for my study, i can support myself but she just say no, without any strong reason, i thinks it because of her customer, in my hometown, everybosy loved my mom banana fritters, i used to help her when im in holiday, back when i was a kid, she always smile whn she comeback from the stall, she always say sorry to me, because she not always there for me, when i grow up, my late auntie and my sisters always take care of me, but i never blamed her for anything, she doing it to support my family, and i needs to understand it, she always said to me to study hards but i play a lot rather thn study, and i got a bad result for my spm, i made her cried, i blame my self because being so stupid, i know i have a good brain, i got 7A in my pmr, but i played alot thats why i got really bad result for spm, then i take my spm again, july paper, repeats spm, lots more, ive been thru that twice, as a result i got 5A, she happy again, when i see her smile, i know my efforts are worth it, i never asked foir a present or anything, enough just a smile from the most lovely person in my life, she always asked me to do good thing in life, she always pray for me, i always be a bad son to her, i always made her cry, mama im sorry for everything, i never meant to hurt you, i loved u but i made a wrong moved, but she always except me back, i was throw out from my house, because my fathers help me, but she always called me, almost everyday for one and half years, she never disowned me as a son, after my dad called me to come back, im home again, she looks so happy, i promised to her i wont do such a stupid thing again, she always said i loved u son, you are the only son that i have in this world, she always make me cry because she love me too much, i promised to her to take cared of her and my dads when they old, i keeps this as passion when im study, and its help me alot, i have responsibilty to them, that what move me forwards, she always pray for me, everyday, i know, because i feel a blessing from god in things that i do, i sured it becaused of her pray, to see me success in life,

mama for this mother day, i ve been so far away from you, im sorry im not beside you today, but what i want to say here, is billions of thank you,to you to raised me up, until now, i really appreciated what you do in my life, and i dont want anything more, even you guys at home always forgot my birthday but its okay, i dont cared much, its enough to know u loved me mama,
mama this my appreciation to you, and i want to say i loved you so much, ask kak lang to open this blog for you, and those that reads this blogs, please loved your mother without them we cant be here, mama i loooooove you so much, yours loved to me is priceless,even the whole money in the world couldnt buy your loved, again i love you mama, i love you more than you loved me.