if only u at my seat,,

its already 4 month, but u still in my mind, i just cant stop thinking of u, everytime i hear our songs, i always cry, eisha, i know u r not in this world anymore, but i always remember u n u only as my girlfriend, we have slept together, have a nice breakfast together n walk in a park together , how beautifull is that, u said that u luv me in coolest place on earth, when i remember that moment, it last forever, i know, u always want good thing happen to me, maybe i always had it when im with u, i luv u 4 that n everything that u have said, i always tell my friend, how depress am i when u died, but now, i become alive again, when ur father sent me the last voice record of urs, i heavily cried, but when i thinks back what u have said, it make me stronger, eisha, u just to gud to be with me, im will keep our dream alive.. i always pray 4 u, n i always want u to know that u always be my baby..